09 nov 09 04.35
Monday, November 9, 2009
today again another boring day for mi. work work work only. no life but wat to do, i need money. haiz. i felt so threaten. am i really that bad............????????
YYY
4:34 AM
07 nov 09 12.39pm
Saturday, November 7, 2009
haiz back from work again. wat a tired day. so sian lor. i have to give up my sale due to i dun understand malay.. jus wonder if all the way, malay customer tat onli know how to speak malay. i die for sure. need to go learn malayu le. yesterday heard tat u r drunk, jus dun know why, my heart felt very pain, very very pain.... pls do tk cr.... maybe i still cannot replace u from my heart..................
YYY
12:41 PM
06 nov 09 8.35am
Friday, November 6, 2009
finally i back, i can update my blog now and then. now currentli workin in a hand phone back. haha, again back to same old trade. this time is a bit different as the workin hours totalli different from the 1s i had in the past. i happy wit the workin environment now. fellow workers friends all can chat around. even my lost time friend work wit mi but sad to say, he transfered to the other outlet. lucky is we still can meet up for BREAKFAST before work and SUPPER after work if we wanted. as for U, i am sad to hear the things tat u r doing, but no matter wat, if i cant give u happiness. hope i can help u by having happiness.. going to end now, now going to slp le. later still got to bring my prince to him grand pa there. if i dun slp now, tonight going to 1 to 1 again, wit the power monster, Zzzz monster. so tired to fight him, so i need to slp now. if not, he attack mi, i dun kow how to counter le. U pls tk cr, all the best. T_T
YYY
8:37 AM
sun afternoon
Sunday, September 20, 2009
today nothing happen much. jus a normal day stayin at hm doing nothing. later going to return com to my friend already so temp wouldnt do any update for the time being. pls, better carful, try avoid wet ground. i know u didnt injure but pls be careful k. love u, muackz...... will try to update soon.
YYY
5:42 PM
sun morning
Saturday, September 19, 2009
today nothing happen much. this mornin meet my wife to the ICA building to collect my son passport. after tat we went to bugis junction. we had a late breakfasst together in KFC. i am so happy cos we didnt have 1 for a long time already. i enjoy this meal alot, thanks for having wit mi. althought we didnt spent our time together for long but i very happy as u still willin to spent wit mi, u bring triston to play water at the fountain. wow, give mi a warth heart, like a loving couple bring their son out. i know u dun have such a feelin when u play wit triston there but for mi. its like a happy family doing. thanks again, i will pray hard for this day to come again. i still love m and i will continue in lovin u. muackz, see u, take care. miss u load.....
YYY
2:49 AM
sat morning
i have been all alone at home for 1 month plus le. my wife left mi and move back to stay with her family. i know i cant give u happiness and fortune. i also dun wan to be broke too. who like to live in this type of environment.. nobody likes it. it sucks to the core. u keep tellin mi tat u wanna divorce wit mi, is it really the end of this relationship or its going to be a new chapter?
why cant we do like other couples doing? write every thing down. sounds a bit childish like school laws but it does help some times. we didnt tryit out, we never find the ans. am i right or i also being childish. marriage is not kid stuff, happy together then not happy then break of. like the old ppl always say, is fate tat bring us together for this marriage and never in ur next life (if really have)
i know u will read wat i written and i know my english sucks but i jus tryin to express my feeling in words. why humans r always like this,/ they dun treasure wat they have when they have it till its gone and abt to lose it... i admit i am too. u know who i been, my house door will always open wide for u to come back, 24/7/365/ i love you, every time u ask mi do i mean wat i say. now i dare to say, i mean it. i really love u, muackz. pls come back. any way thanks for visitin when i in hospital, i appericate it alot alot deep in my heart. i mean it. thank you
YYY
1:50 AM
22june09@1939
Monday, June 22, 2009
i jus started on this, this is onli a trail.
YYY
7:39 PM